it's been a couple weeks....sorry about that. but things are moving along. with breakdown #1 behind me (yeah, i had a bit of a break down in class one morning...there were a lot of tears, but let's not talk about it), i've been feeling a like i'm on the verge of a lot of things skill wise. i got my crossback straddle back, and i was able to do two tuck rocks in a row the other day (i attempted a third, but had to cheat, so i'm not counting any after 2), and my straight leg straddle ups on the knot are actually full up and down so i feel my regular straddle ups will be there soon! my shoulder (which was hurting one morning when i woke up and hasn't completely let up) is doing much better so far today *fingers crossed*. t took a couple pics for me to send to my mom, and i'll prolly add them here and/or on facebook....or at least the final one. assuming iphoto wants to work, it was being weird when i was uploading the pics and i don't know what that was about. maybe it will just fix itself? in any case i don't hate silks anymore! woohoo!! i mean, i never really hated them, i was just really frustrated and hitting a wall.
i feel like my mind has finally found a groove to sink into. i think part of it is just me letting it go and trying to over think everything. i let go and do my best to just trust the process and where it will and can take me and just keep working. i'm gonna have my straddle split by thanksgiving *knock on wood* if it kills me! i have 3 weeks and not too far to go! yeah, it's gonna happen....i gonna read my book in my straddle. ok maybe not, but i'm really gonna try to push it all the way! as jamie says "it really wants to go!"
holy crap, i just had the biggest brain fart! i have no idea what else i was gonna say. maybe i'll just end this for now. short and sweet! :)
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